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I finally finished college!

And no I didn’t bail. I finished my course and now I can adult *screams internally*

I luckily managed to get myself an apprenticeship, which I had been planning to do for a while after finishing college, so I’m happy I eventually found one. after losing 90% of faith in my own abilities

This year has been jam-packed with stress and good memories. I don’t think I would have survived this year without befriending the amazing classmates I did going through the hellious assignments with me. I'm seriously going to miss everyone I spent the last year with and I wish them the best of luck with their future plans.

More so on the stress; the past 2-3 months of college were full of multiple assignments, big ones. I imagine considering how huge the population is to many the work I created is meager, but to me personally it was the largest amount of work I had created in the shortest amount of time. Luckily I didn’t crack under the pressure and I created work that doesn’t cause me to cringe. Along with this I feel that my creative writing skills have improved, as has my typing, which I guess is a given considering how much I have written in the past few months. That being said I do think all of the work I did took a huge toll on my skin of all things.

I have come to the conclusion, that when dealing with emotional and stress in general, my hands in particular don’t like me anymore. I have had not so good cases of hand eczema/dermatitis in the past but due to familial issues and my work load my hands were totally destroyed. I won’t go too TMI but it caused me to be far more careful with what I put on my hands. After my assignments finished, they decided to miraculously start to recover, but I also think the recoveries due to religiously throwing paraffin and Vaseline on them. I’m basically curly from of mice and men fml  if anything at least I consider hand eczema as a good warning sign I need to chill the fuck out in future.

I guess the main reason I’m kinda updating is that due to finishing college work I should be uploading more often as long as my internet plays nice. (sometimes the upload speed goes down to peanuts so I can’t upload work ;_; ) I will honestly say don’t expect that much from me, maybe one piece a month or something. Once I start working I will be busier, the only difference is I have no coursework to do when I get home, so I should theoretically be able to create more work than I could beforehand.

I'm not going to say 'I'm back' well I just did I JUST Since that seems to be the majority of all my updates I've done on here in the past. I'm all over the place art wise. For the majority of 2015 I was all over the place. I did some random sketches every now and again, but the majority of it in my mind was just a shed load of sketches or unmotivated work. I just kind of plateaued... But in the past month or so I've started to actually finish things, work that I'm proud enough to put online again. I feel like I really missed out on improving last year due to my own laziness and looking back i'm kicking myself for it. but you cant go back and change the past. Onward and upwards and all that jazz. If anything my recent need to finish what I start is really making me realize what my motivators are, which is great. Hopefully I can avoid a year as unproductive as 2015 this year.

That being said I am still at college which is a lot of fun. I've been recently pushing myself to get a certain grade which involves me falling into a pit of not wanting to do anything but my assignment, and it just leads to procrastination on my art until its done, when really I feel like I could juggle both better. That being said so far with how things are going I should finish up this year with the intended grade, now all I need to do is figure out how to adult :')

Also I moved pretty recently. Not into my own place. Stuff happened and I felt more like a burden where I used to be so I moved in with my mum. The whole situation wasn't great and I could have handled things far better but if anything I think its helped me get off my lazy ass and start drawing again, which is always a plus. 

I would go on to talk about more stuff, but I don't want this to turn into a huge ramble-ish mess.
TL;DR I realize I was unmotivated in 2015 and I feel shit for it, started drawing a little more, moved house, finishing college soon.



  

Im Kinda back!

 

I have 2 assignments to do but its mainly writing, so I should get them done quicker than my concept art one (and maybe ill upload some drawings too. that'd be cool) 

 

I'm gonna start replying to things I've got everything under control! 
ahahahaaaa *sobs*

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_{It's gonna take a while but i've got this.}

So that's why I've been inactive. 
(⊙︿⊙✿)
So if I haven't commented on your artwork or replied for the past 2-ish weeks that's why.
I'M SO FAR BEHINDOIRJFIOJFIGJ

Im currently working on two assignments,
so I have been drawing/modelling/writing a lot, but nothing that is ready/good enough quality to post here. 

Once again, I'm not really active on Thursdays and Fridays because i'm at college and all.

Also I tend to be more active on tumblr recently. I'm not going to abandon this account (this place is like my home) but i'll probably reply quicker on there,
just for future reference.

I'm super sorry, but i'm working on it.
(I should be more active by the end of the month unless I get more assignments)

Tagged by I don't tag peeps on this thing X3

1- What country would you want to visit?
Jamaica, USA, Japan (in that order)

2- How much do you love me? (:3)
Like a sister from another mister!  

3- What would you do if you became a robot?
WO̙ͬR̭̝̲͕̈͋̉́ͬͨḺ̎ͣD̠͕̞͙͕͔ ͖̙̤͇̰̫͋͑D̟ͧ̓̇͛ͅOM͈̼͇ͯ̆Í͍̫͕N͓̮͎͕̲̲̺ͭ̍̓͊ͤ̂ͬA͕̹̹͉̤̘̐͒TͅȊ̬̞̹̼̉O͙͕͖̽N̟͇̙͚  

4- Muffins or Cupcakes?
Muffins are for hardcore bakers. Cupcakes are for pansies.

5- Potato?
Bannanas.

6- Butts or Asses?
Up butts coconuts.

7-  If you draw what do you use?
+Wacom Bamboo pen (second generation)   -Around £39.99 when bought
+Photoshop elements 9  -Around £54 when bought
+Zoo-storm desktop computer. Running on windows 7 professional, quad core, I5 series, 8GB RAM, in house graphics etc  -Around £500 including accessories

Digital art is expensive DX 
All of it was bought out of saved pocket money, lifesavings and babysitting money.
Yes it's safe to assume I have no lifesavings anymore. *SOBS*

I'm still planning to get a new screen since mine is a cheap hand-me-down. 

8- Who is your bestie?
Wow thats a tough one. IRL I went to a ton of schools and I have besties from all of them. Molly, Hannah, Jenny, Georgia, Georgie, Emily, Loren, Yasmin, Amy... LOADS. I probably missed out a bunch of people that made me who I am today, But I really appreciate you all. 

They were all amazing people and luckily I still keep a bit in contact with them (though i'm about as social as a cat. I'm either sociable or GET AWAY FROM ME OPIJHIOGIGJIFGUH) 

On DA I have a shedload of peeps I appreciate too. 
Ok first of all tHESE TWO FRIGGIN ANGELS:

Seriously words cannot describe how much I love ya both. If it wasn't for your words of encouragement when I first started out here I wouldn't of been as motivated and improved as much as I did. (not to mention, my artwork was terribad then)
Art changed my life. But it was you guys who made me realize that was possible. 
It's a damn shame you both aren't as active as you used to be... 

I was pretty inactive in my second year but i've made a shed-load of friends this year too! 

Just to name a few. You're all amazing people. You make me laugh, keep me company on streams, offer constructive advice and most of all you motivate me to keep going. To keep improving. And I appreciate that more than words can say.

9- What is your favorite TV show?
I don't watch TV much anymore, (just way too much anime) 
But my fave TV shows are (in order) Dr Who, Bad Education and Pramface.

(my fave anime would be Clannad, FMAB aaannnndddd idk how i'd rate the others. rating anime is hard yes I didnt say Noragami *GHASP SHOCK HORROR* but that's because it needs a second season to tie up its loose ends and I know that's not gonna happen when regarding the source material.)

10- Do you like butts?
DUUUUUDDDDDEEEE